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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:31 am
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    For a long instant no one said anything
    And then the reaction lashed about himRidges stood up in a fury, advanced toward CroftHis voice was thick with wrathwhy'd you do that to the bird? What do ya mean" In his Prada Purse excitement, he stammered
    Goldstein, shocked, genuinely horrified, was glaring at him"How can you do such a thing? What harm was that bird doing you? Why did you do it? It's like He searched for the most heinous crime"It's like killing a baby
    Croft, unconsciously, retreated a kelly bag hermes step or twoHe was startled momentarily into passiveness by the force of their response"Git back, Ridges," he mumbled
    The vibration of his voice in his throat stirred him, revived his anger"I'm tellin' you men to shut upThat's an order!" he shouted
    The revolt halted, gucci ladies watch hovered uncertainlyRidges had been complaisant all his life, was unaccustomed to rebellionOnly his fear of authority kept him from leaping at Croft
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    Gallagher's face whitened as he gazed at the letter"That ain't for me," he muttered
    "It's your letter, boy Wilson put an arm on his shoulder, and Gallagher shook it off"You want me to throw it away?" Wilson asked
    Gallagher looked at the date on the envelope"No, give it to me," he blurtedHe walked away a few yards and prada bag ripped it openThe words were indistinguishable to him, and he could not read itHoly Mary, Joseph and Jesus, he said to himselfHis eyes were able to focus on a few lines, and their meaning seeped into his mind"I been worrying about you, Roy, you're allways so angrie about everthing, and I pray for your safety every nightI love you omega watches prices so much when I think of the baby, only sometimes I can't beleive that its going to come so soonOnly three weeks now, the doctor said Gallagher folded the letter, and walked around blindlyThe purple lump on his jawbone twitched dully"Oh, Christ Saviour," he said aloudHe began to tremble again
    Gallagher could not accept Mary's white chanel watch deathAt night, on guard, he would catch himself thinking of his return, and he would imagine what it would be like with Mary to greet himA dull despair would settle on him, and he would say automatically, She's dead, she's dead, but he did not believe it completelyHe had numbed himself
    Now, as the letters from Mary kept coming cartier santos watch every few days, he began to believe that she was aliveIf someone had asked him about his wife, he would have said, She died, but nevertheless he was thinking about her the way he always hadWhen she would say that the child was due in ten days, he would count off the time and pick the date that fell ten days after he read the rolex watches for women lett
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:31 am
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    of miniature, perfect ripe grapesJerome placed the tureen in front
    of his master and lifted the lid with a white-gloved handSteam
    poured
    out, clouding the silver and spreading the delicious aroma of shrimp
    bisque throughout the room
    Pauline gucci for women and Eulalie leaned forward, smiling anxiouslyJerome took a
    soup plate from the sideboard and held it next to the tureen
    Pierre Robillard lifted a silver ladle and silently filled the bowl
    Then he watched with half-hooded eyes while Jerome carried the bowl
    and
    deposited it in front of PaulineThe ceremony was repeated for
    Eulalie, then for rolex ladies watch ScarlettHer fingers itched to grab her spoonBut
    she kept her hands in her lap while her grandfather served himself and
    tasted the soupHe shrugged eloquent dissatisfaction and dropped
    his spoon into hisbowlEulalie let out a strangled sobYou old
    monster! Scarlett thoughtShe began to eat her soupIt was a
    velvety richness of flavorShe tried to catch Eulalie's hermes kelly bag eyes so that
    she could show her aunt that she was enjoying the soup, but Eulalie
    was
    downcastPauline's spoon was in the bowl, like her father's
    Scarlett lost all sympathy for her auntsIf they were going, to be
    terrorized this easily, they deserved to go hungryShe wasn going to
    let the old man keep her from her dinner! Pauline asked her prada tote bag father
    something, but because she was speaking French, Scarlett had no idea
    what her aunt had saidHer grandfather's reply was so brief, and
    Pauline's face so white, that he must have said something very
    insultingScarlett began to get angryHe's going to ruin
    everything, and on purpose, tooOh, I wish I could speak FrenchI
    wouldn't just sit and take his zucca fendi bag nasti
    2:15 am
    @@@@@No, what's interesting is that she's got
    @@@@@No, what's interesting is that she's got possibilities," said
    Sally"The only question is, will she grow into them? It can be a
    great handicap, being beautiful and having been a belleLots of
    women
    never recover from it
    "It was ridiculous, the way she flirted with Edward
    "Automatic, I think, not really ridiculousThere are plenty of men
    who expect just thatkind of thing, tooMaybe they need it now more
    than ever beforeThey've lost everything else that once made them
    feel like men, all their wealth, their lands, and their power The
    two women were silent for a while, thinking of things better left
    unadmitted by a proud people under the heel of a military occupying
    forceSally cleared her throat, breaking the somber mood"One
    good
    thing," she said in a positive way, "Rhett's wife is desperately in love
    with himHer face lit up like a sunrise when he appeared in that
    doorway, did you see?"
    "No, I didn't," said EmmaWhat I saw was the
    same look-but it was on Anne's face eyes kept returning to the
    door
    What was keeping Rhett so long? Eleanor Butler pretended not to
    notice,
    but a tiny smile nestled in the corners of her mouthHer fingers
    moved a gleaming ivory shuttle rapidly back and forth, tatting an
    intricate web of loopsIt should have been a cozy momentThe
    drawing room curtains were closed against the storm and the dark,
    lamps
    were lit on tables throughout the two beautiful adjoining rooms, and a
    golden, crackling fire banished chill and dampBut Scarlett's nerves
    were too drawn to be comforted by the domestic sceneWhere was
    Rhett?
    Would he still be angry when he returned? She tried to keep her mind
    on what Rhett's mother was saying, but she couldn'tShe didn't care
    about the Confederate Home for Widows and OrphansHer fingers
    touched
    the bodice of her dress, but there were no cascades of lace to fiddle
    withSurely he wouldn't care about her clothes if he really didn't
    care about her, would he? so the school just sort of grew by
    itself because there was no place else really for the orphans to go,
    Mrs"It's been more successful than we would
    have
    dared to h
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:31 am
    @@@@@ “Really? The Origin?” “Quiet, please!”
    @@@@@
    “Really? The Origin?”
    “Quiet, please!” Fords interrupted“If you cannot observe professionally and silently, then I will
    have to ask you to remove yourselves
    Abashed, the six students fell silent and edged away from one another
    “Let's get on with this, Darren
    Everything was preparedThe appropriate medicines were laid out beside the human girlHer
    long dark hair was secured beneath a surgical cap, exposing her slender neckDeeply sedated,
    she breathed slowly in and outHer sun-browned skin had barely a mark to show for her…
    accident
    “Begin thaw sequence now, please, Darren
    The gray-haired assistant was already waiting beside the cryotank, his hand resting on the dial
    He flipped the safety back and spun down on the dialThe red light atop the small gray cylinder
    began to pulse, flashing faster as the seconds passed, changing color
    Fords concentrated on the unconscious body; he edged the scalpel through the skin at the base
    of the subject's skull with small, precise movements, and then sprayed on the medication that
    stilled the excess flow of blood before he widened the fissureFords delved delicately beneath
    the neck muscles, careful not to injure them, exposing the pale bones at the top of the spinal
    column
    “The soul is ready, Fords,” Darren informed him
    Fords felt Darren at his elbow and knew without looking that his assistant would be prepared,
    his hand stretched out and waiting; they had worked together for many years nowFords held
    the gap open
    “Send her home,” he whispered
    Darren's hand moved into view, the silver gleam of an awaking soul in his cupped palm
    Fords never saw an exposed soul without being struck by the beauty of it
    The soul shone in the brilliant lights of the operating room, brighter than the reflective silver
    instrument in his handLike a living ribbon, she twisted and rippled, stretching, happy to be free
    of the cryotankHer thin, feathery attachments, nearly a thousand of them, billowed softly like
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    “For God’s sake, what happened?” cried Bourne, supporting Bernardine by both shoulders
    “Easy, mon ami,” choked Bernardine“The pig I sat next to—a politician, no doubt, looking for
    an issue—punched me in the chest before he threw me out of the carI told you, I don’t know all
    the new people who attach rolex submariner replica themselves to the Bureau these daysYou have the same problems in
    America, so, please, do not give me a lecture
    “It’s the last thing I’m about to doThis is the house, BernardineRight here, right in front of
    us!”
    “This is also a trap
    “What?”
    “Alex and I confirmed itThe telephone numbers were gucci tote differentI gather you did not make your
    call to Carlos, as he instructed you toI had the address and I wanted him stretchedWhat’s the difference? This is the house!”
    “Oh, this is where your MrSimon was to go, and if he was truly MrSimon, he would be taken
    to another rendezvousBut if he was not Monsieur deville watch Simon but someone else, then he would be
    shot—proof—another corpse in search of the Jackal
    “You’re wrong!” insisted Jason, shaking his head and speaking quietly, rapidly“This may be a
    detour, but Carlos is still on the switchHe’s not going to allow anyone to waste me but himself
    That’s his prada tote bag commandment
    “As yours is regarding him?”
    “YesI have a family; he has a borderline legendMine is complete for me, but his is a
    vacuum—without any real meaning for him any longerHe’s gone as far as he can goThe only
    way he can go further is to move into my territory—David Webb’s territory—and eliminate necklace chanel Jason
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:31 am
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    and I, like the old daysFor
    a little while after that I slept - until the
    first light came creepingThe loss of memory
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    often - it's the solution
    How to Draw a Picture (VIII)
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    The little ones say It's Libbit's frog
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    Here is a picture of little Libbit with her finger
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    But for the true artist, the truth will insist
    Libbit Eastlake can hush her mouth, but not her
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    2:15 am
    @@@@@ "Did you ever tell him you'd tattle on him
    @@@@@
    "Did you ever tell him you'd tattle on him if he
    didn't start taking his medicine? Tattle to
    everyone?"
    "No, and I'm not going to now!" She sounded
    appalled"Do you think I want everyone in St
    288
    Paul to know I slept with Tom Riley? That I had a
    thing with him?"
    "How about all of StPaul knowing you care what
    happens to him? Would that be so goddam awful?"
    She was silent
    "All I want is for you to confront him when he
    comes back-"
    "All you want! Right! Your whole life has been
    about all you want! I tell you what, Eddie, if
    this is such a BFD to you, then you confront him!"
    It was that shrill hardness again, but this time
    with fear behind it
    I said, "If you were the one who broke it off, you
    probably still have power over himIncluding -
    maybe - the power to make him save his lifeI
    know that's scary, but you're stuck with it
    "If he kills himself, I doubt if you'll spend the
    rest of your life with a bad consciencebut I
    think you will have one miserable yearI'll sleep like a baby
    "Sorry, Panda, I don't believe you
    It was an ancient pet name, one I hadn't used in
    years, and I don't know where it came from, but it
    289
    broke herShe began to cry againThis time there
    was no anger in it"Why do you have to be such a
    bastard? Why won't you leave me alone?"
    I wanted no more of thisWhat I wanted was a
    couple of pain pillsAnd maybe to sprawl on my
    bed and have a good cry myself, I wasn't sureTell him to see his
    psychiatrist and start taking his antidepressants
    againAnd here's the most important thing - tell
    him that if he kills himself, you'll tell everyone,
    starting with his mother and brotherThat no
    matter how good he makes it look, everyone will
    know it was really suicide
    "I can't do that! I can't!" She sounded hopeless
    I considered this, and decided I'd put Tom Riley's
    life entirely in her hands - simply pass it down
    the telephone wire to herThat sort of letting-go
    hadn't been in the old Edgar Freemantle's
    repertoire, but of course that Edgar Freemantle
    would never have considered spending his time
    painting sunsetsOr playing with d
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:31 am
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    "It says 'best-selling author,' not best 'writing' author
    Her eyes widened immediately
    "I am a terrible wallet vuitton writerYou are a great writerI went to sales schoolYou have a master's degreePut them together and you get a 'best-selling author' and a 'best-writing author'"
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    2:15 am
    @@@@@This body has such a sweet tooth “You need
    @@@@@This body has such a sweet tooth
    “You need to be wise, Thousand PetalsI know it's easy to give in to your cravings, but try to
    think about what you're eatingIn the meantime, you should take a supplementSuch an obvious title on the bottle, it made me feel silly for asking
    “Would you like the ones that taste like strawberries or the ones that taste like chocolate?”
    “Could I try both?”
    And the pleasant soul named Earthborn gave me both of the large bottles
    Not very challengingThe only fear or sense of danger I ever felt came when I thought of the
    small cyanide pill that I always kept in an easily reachable pocket
    “You should get new clothes in the next town,” Jared said
    “Again?”
    “Those are looking a little creasedI didn't like the excess, but the steadily growing pile of dirty laundry wouldn't
    go to wasteLily and Heidi and Paige were all close to my size, and they would be grateful for
    something new to wearThe men rarely bothered with things like clothes when they were
    raidingEvery foray was life-or-death–clothes were not a priorityNor were the gentle soaps and
    shampoos that I'd been collecting at every store
    “You should probably clean up, too,” Jared said with a sigh“Guess that means a hotel
    tonight
    Keeping up appearances was not something they'd worried about beforeOf course, I was the
    only one who had to look as if I were a part of civilization from close upThe men wore jeans
    and dark T-shirts now, things that didn't show dirt or attract attention in the brief moments they
    might be seen
    They all hated sleeping in the roadside inns–succumbing to unconsciousness inside the very
    mouth of the enemyIt scared them more than anything else we didIan said he'd rather charge
    an armed SeekerHe mostly slept in the van during the day and then sat up at night, acting
    as sentry
    For me, it was as easy as shopping in the stores
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:31 am
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    "You think so?" Roth was relieved"Only there was so much blood over him
    "What the fug did ya expect to see -- milk?" Roth irritated him; anyone, everyone would have irritated him tonightWilson was one of the old men in the platoonWhy the hell did it have to be him? Red thoughtThe old cartier watches women anxiety, the basic one was workingHe liked Wilson; Wilson was perhaps his best friend in the platoon, but that didn't count; he allowed himself to like no one so well that it would hurt if he was lostBut Wilson had been in the platoon as long as himselfIt was different when a replacement was prada clutch knocked off, just as it meant much less when a man from another platoon was killedThat didn't affect you, that didn't touch your safetyIf Wilson was gone, his turn was next"Listen, that big sonofabitch had to stop a bullet sometimeHow the hell can you miss him?"
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    2:15 am
    @@@@@With all the contradictions, I suppose
    @@@@@With all the contradictions, I suppose there's an objective right on our sideOver here, as far as I'm concerned, it's the imperialism tossupEither we louse up Asia or Japan doesAnd I imagine our methods will be a little less drastic
    "Is that your contribution?"
    "I don't pretend to read history in advanceI'll be able to give you the real answer in a century probably"I'm surprised that you want my opinion, General His eyes had become lazy again, studiedly indifferent
    "It seems to me, Robert, you can do a little better than that
    "All right, I canThere's an osmosis in war, call it what you will, but the victors always tend to assume thethe, eh, trappings of the lowerWe might easily go Fascist after we win, and then the answer's really a problem He puffed at his cigarette"I don't go in for the long viewsFor want of a better idea I just assume it's a bad thing when millions of people are killed because one joker has to get some things out of his system
    "Not that you really care, RobertBut until you show me some other idea to replace it, I'll hold to this one
    Cummings grinned at himHis anger had subsided to a cold effective resolveHearn was fumbling now, he had noticed that in himWhenever Hearn had to search his ideas he was obviously uncomfortable, obviously trying to avoid the other conclusions
    Hearn seemed absorbed for just a moment"We're moving toward greater organization, and I don't see how the left can win that battle in AmericaThere're times when I think it's Gandhi who's ri
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:31 am
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    tormented
    cry, rememberingScarlett jumped up and put her arms around
    Maureen's
    heaving shouldersMaureen wept against Scarlett's breast"You
    cannot imagine what it is to have no food Scarlett looked at the
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    She held Maureen close, and she told about going home to Tara from
    burning AtlantaThere were no tears In Scarlett's eyes or in her
    voice when she talked about the desolation and the long months of
    relentless gnawing hunger and near starvation
    But when she spoke about finding her mother dead when she reached
    Tara,
    and her father's pitiful broken rolex daytona cosmograph mind, Scarlett broke downThen
    Maureen held her while she weptthat the dogwood trees came into
    bloom overnightSuddenly one morning, when Scarlett and Maureen
    were
    walking to the Market, there were clouds of blossoms above the grassy
    median in the avenue outside the house"Ah, isn't it a lovely
    sight?"
    Maureen sighed gustily"The morning light quilted chanel bag shining through the tender
    petals making them almost pinkBy noon they'll be white as a swan's
    breastIt's a grand thing, this city that plants flowering beauty for
    all to see!" She drew in a deep breath"We'll have a picnic in the
    park, Scarlett
    To taste the spring green in the airCome quickly, there's a grand
    shopping to doI'll bake this rolex submariner price afternoon, and after Mass tomorrow
    we'll spend the day at the park Was it Saturday already?
    Scarlett's mind raced, calculating and rememberingWhy, she'd been
    in
    Savannah almost a full month! A vise squeezed her heartWhy
    hadn't
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    taken
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    2:15 am
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    and extracted a cherootWhy ,am I shut up down
    here
    in the dark? I want to go upstairs in the sun
    "Above," Rhett corrected automatically"This is a rather small
    craft
    The crew is black, Pansy is black, you are white and a womanThey
    get
    the cockpit, you chanel earrings logo get the cabinPansy can roll her eyes at the two
    men, laugh at their somewhat indelicate gallantries, and they'll all
    three have a pleasant timeYour presence would spoil it"So at the
    same time that the underclass is enjoying the journey, you and I, the
    privileged elite, will be thoroughly miserable cooped up in each
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    "I'm not pouting and whining! And I'll thank you not to talk to me as
    if I was a child!" Scarlett pulled in her lower lipShe hated it
    when Rhett made her feel foolish
    "What was that quarry we stopped at?"
    "That, my dear, was the salvation of Charleston and my passport back
    into the bosom of my peopleIt is a phosphate mineThere dolce sale are
    dozens
    of them scattered along both rivers He lit his cigar with prolonged
    appreciation and the smoke spiraled upward to the porthole"I see
    your eyes gleaming, ScarlettIt's not the same as a gold mineYou
    can't make coins or jewelry out of phosphateBut, ground and
    washed
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    "So you're getting richer than everBut, more to the point, this is respectable, Charleston
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    like now without disapprovalEveryone can tell themselves that it
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    2:31 am
    @@@@@It is quiet enough that the murmur
    @@@@@It is quiet enough
    that the murmur carries
    There is another need that is stronger–another hungry stomach hidden safely far away in the
    darkness, waiting alone in the rough cave that is our temporary homeA cramped place, jagged
    with volcanic rockWhat will he do if I don't come back? All the pressure of motherhood with
    none of the knowledge or experienceI feel so hideously helpless
    There are no other houses close to this oneI've been watching since the sun was still white hot
    in the sky, and I don't think there is a dog, either
    I ease up from my crouch, my calves screaming in protest, but keep hunched at the waist, trying
    to be smaller than the bushThe way up the wash is smooth sand, a pale pathway in the light of
    the starsThere are no sounds of cars on the road
    I know what they will realize when they return, the monsters who look like a nice couple in
    their early fiftiesThey will know exactly what I am, and the search will begin at onceI need to
    be far awayI really hope they are going out for a night on the townThey
    keep our habits so perfectly, it's hard to see any differenceWhich is how they won in the first
    place
    The fence around the yard is only waist highI get over easily, noiselesslyThe yard is gravel,
    though, and I have to walk carefully to keep my weight from shifting itI make it to the patio
    slabThe starlight is enough to see that the rooms are empty of movementThis
    couple goes for a spartan look, and I'm gratefulIt makes it harder for someone to hideOf
    course, that leaves no place for me to hide, either, but if it comes to hiding for me, it's too late
    anyway
    I ease the screen door open first, and then the glass d
    2:15 am
    @@@@@Her head spinning, Marie dressed more
    @@@@@Her head spinning, Marie
    dressed more rapidly than she had ever done in her lifeShe tore out the message from the Tribune
    and left the oppressive suite, trying not to run to the bank of elevators but needing the crowds of the
    Paris streets, where she could keep moving without being noticedFrom one telephone kiosk to
    another
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    285
    The ride down to the lobby was both interminable and insufferable, the latter because of an
    American couple—he laden with camera equipment, she with purple eyelids and a peroxide
    bouffant apparently set in concrete—who kept complaining that not enough people in Paris, France,
    spoke EnglishThe elevator doors thankfully opened and Marie walked out rapidly into the
    crowded Meurice lobby
    As she crossed the marble floor toward the large glass doors of the ornate filigreed entrance, she
    suddenly, involuntarily stopped as an elderly man in a dark pin-striped suit gasped, his slender
    body lurching forward in a heavy leather chair below on her rightThe old man stared at her, his
    thin lips parted in astonishment, his eyes in shockJacques!” he whispered“My God, get out of here!”
    “I beg your What?”
    The aged Frenchman quickly, with difficulty, rose to his feet, his head subtly, swiftly, jerking in
    short movements as he scanned the lobby“You cannot be seen here, MrsWebb,” he said, his
    voice still a whisper but no less harsh and commanding“Don’t look at me! Look at your watch The Deuxième veteran glanced away, nodding aimlessly at several people
    in nearby chairs as he continued, his lips barely moving“Go out the door on the far left, the one
    used for luggageHurry!”
    “No!” replied Marie, her head down, her eyes on her watch“You know me but I don’t know
    you! Who are you?”
    “A friend of your husband
    “My God, is he here?”
    “The question is why are you here?”
    “I stayed at this hotel once beforeI thought he might remember it
    “He did but in the wrong context, I’m afraidMon Dieu, he never would have chosen it
    otherwise
    “I won’t! I have to find himWhere is he?”
    “You will leave or you may find only his corpseThere’s a message for you in the Paris
    Tribune—”
    “It’s in my purse‘Memom—’ ”
    “Call in several h
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    and awakened with seizures and a magical ability
    to drawI knew this even though the drawing on
    the first page wasn't a drawing at all - not
    really, but this: I flicked it upBeneath was
    this:
    After that, the pictures became pictures, growing
    in technique and sophistication with a speed that
    was beyond beliefUnless, that was, you happened
    to be a guy like Edgar Freemantle, who had done
    little more than doodle until an accident on a
    building site had taken his arm, crushed his skull,
    and nearly ended his life
    She had drawn fieldsA gigantic
    black face, round as a basketball, with a smiling
    797
    red mouth - probably Melda the housekeeper,
    although this Melda looked like an overgrown child
    in extreme close-upThen more animals - raccoons,
    a turtle, a deer, a bobcat - that were naturally
    sized, but walking on the Gulf or flying through
    the airI found a heron, executed in perfect
    detail, standing on the balcony railing of the
    house she had grown up inDirectly below it was
    another watercolor of the same bird, only this
    time it was hovering upside-down over the swimming
    poolThe gimlet eyes staring out of the picture
    were the same shade as the pool itselfShe was
    doing what I've been doing, I thought, and my skin
    began to creep againTrying to re-invent the
    ordinary, make it new by turning it into a dream
    Would Dario, Jimmy, and Alice cream their jeans if
    they saw these? I thought there was no doubt
    Here were two little girls - Tessie and Laura,
    surely - with great big pumpkin smiles that
    deliberately overran the edges of their faces
    Here was a Daddy bigger than the house beside
    which he stood - had to be the first Heron's Roost
    - smoking a cigar the size of a rocketA smokering
    circled the moon overhead
    798
    Here were two girls in dark green jumpers on a
    dirt road with schoolbooks balanced on their heads
    the way some African native girls balanced their
    pots: Maria and Hannah, no doubtBehind them came
    a line of frogsIn defiance of perspective, the
    frogs grew larger rather than smaller
    Next came Elizabeth's Smiling Horses phaseThere
    were a dozen or moreI leafed through them, then
    turned back to one and tapped it"This is the one
    that was in the newspaper article
    Wireman said, "Go a little deeperYou ain't seen
    nuthin ye
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    @@@@@It makes no logical sense, but there it
    @@@@@It makes no
    logical sense, but there it isDiana calls on a
    wavelength to which only the tottering mind is
    attunedNow that it's in its last quarter, she'll
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    start sleeping through againWhich means I can
    start sleeping through again
    "If I were you, Edgar, I'd sleep on this gallery
    thing, and for more than one nightYou've been a busy bee, but I doubt if
    you have enough pictures yet to-"
    There was a tiled pillar behind himHe staggered
    back against itIf it hadn't been there, I'm
    pretty sure he would have gone downThe effects
    of the bourbon were wearing off a little, but
    there was enough of that hyper-reality left for me
    to see what happened to his eyes when he lost his
    equilibriumThe right one looked down, as if to
    check out his shoes, while the bloodshot and weepy
    left one rolled up in its socket until the iris
    was no more than an arcI had time to think that
    what I was seeing was surely impossible, eyes
    couldn't go in two completely different directions
    like thatAnd that was probably true for people
    who were healthyThen Wireman started to slide"Wireman? Wireman!"
    He gave his head a shake, then looked at meEyes
    front and all accounted forThe left one was
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    glistening and bloodshot, that was allHe took
    out his hankie and wiped his cheek
    "I've heard of putting other people to sleep with
    a boring line of quack, but oneself? That's
    ridiculous
    "You weren't dozing offI don't know
    what you were
    "Don't be seely, dollink," Wireman said
    "No, your eyes got all funny
    "That's called going to sleep, muchacho He gave
    me one of his patented Wireman looks: head cocked,
    eyebrows raised, corners of the mouth dimpled in
    the beginnings of a smileBut I thought he knew
    exactly what I was talking about
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